Tuesday, May 17, 2011

routine :)

weeyyy..sumpah aku da jd "aku" yg 2taon lps..ddok uma..xklua..xbcampur..xmkn n blablabla..rmai ckp "hey!kemon la ely..xkn sbb gurl kau jd gle bdoh sume cmni" N aku jwb simple jela.."da aku syg die" haha..ape2 jela..mmg aku syg die pown weyy so jgn nk bz body sgt la tnye aku itu ini life aku so aku la tentukan jgn dok sebok2 risau n jge tepi kain aku..aku rimas sgt da..if ari2 nk nnges psl die cte psl die gle psl die pown aku mmg bleh tu mmg aku da dr dlu lg aku jgn nk sebok :))

p/s:always tnggu kau :)

Monday, May 16, 2011

my life

i'm bored..bored and bored..bleh xputar mse balik bg xknl rara tu sume bleh x..??:') bg la aku hepy..da xleh la nk face cmni..xtau la bkn nk jwg la tp mmg btol..allah jela tau...haiihh..ble ilng bru nk syg sgt..ble ade x d lyn..haiihh ely ely uba la kn..??XD..and sometimes aku akn bce tau die pnye comment ngan aku..inbox and other's..sgt sweet n hepy je..but now..haihh :) i just want my life back plez..and you know what ttbe seari lps kte break die tros bwt relationship ngan boy lein..mmg xla air terjun aku kn..??haha..allah know's me redha jela :)

p/s:i love you nur amira <3

Sunday, May 15, 2011

it's all about her :)

some say it ain't over until it's over..but i guess this is really over now , there's something i gotta say before i let you go..listen , when you h've a fight with him and cry because of him , and it's so hard for you that i feel don't know anything but my heart hurts , if you smile a little i feel gud..thinking perhaps you could know my heart , and that if you knew we could become distant , i hold my breath again and bite my lips.. hoping that you leave him and come to me , baby please don't hold his hand , cuz you should be my lady , look at me who's waited for you for so long.. when the music sounds you will be your whole life with him , i prayed every night that this day wouldn't come , you're wearing a wedding dress.. girl you're wearing a wedding dress , and it's not me. you never knew my feelings and i hated you for that , sometimes i wished you were tears have already gone dry , and i h've habit of talking to you on my own..when i see how worried i've been every night..i don't even know how it ended up like this , i close my eyes and dream a dream with no end , hoping that you leave him and come to me , please don't hold his hand , look at me waited for you for so long..please be happy with him so that i can forget you , erase my wretched image from your mind , even if for a while it's so hard for me that i feel like dying , like an idiot i lived in a fantasy for so long . she still looks at me and smile so brightly , girl you're wearing wedding dress :)

Saturday, May 7, 2011

mother's day

If I knew as a child what I know now, Mom, I probably wouldn't have made things so hard for you.
I would have understood that you were looking out for my best interest.
even though it may not have seemed so at the time. I would have known how difficult it is to let go,
to stand back and let someone you love learn from their mistakes.

I would have realized how fortunate I was to have a mother who was always there for me,even after an argument,even after I'd said things I shouldn't have.

While it's too late for a lot of things, it's not too late for me to tell you that I appreciate how loving you are, how giving you've always been and that even though I may not always be good at showing it, I love you very much.

*All you love, all your caring ways, all your giving these years are the reasons why my heart thinks of you on Mothers Day with a wish for happiness and a world full of love :) i love you mum <3